Its raining yeah!

(Que no sea facil,no significa que se imposible)

Maybe one day you'll understand, maybe not.

It's hard, it's weird but at the same time accept and not.

I do not like to talk about it because they never understand.

I am beautiful to you but I can not yet fully understood or maybe to accept myself. It is difficult, it is difficult to look at you and pretend that all is well.

How often cry about it and yet you hide it?

Too surely, I will change this because that is what i wish.

It is not easy to have this eating disorder, many times you think that is unfair.

Maybe i do this to my body, I do not know really.

Right now the rain is falling and I feel so ..

as quiet as it were, but that will not delay in returning these feelings of hatred and guilt for being so fat,  and what you and i see today, is not easy,try to  understand me.. I wish to know how many times I hide this , how many times i hide this from you.